My Fairy Tale Song

If our love was a fairy tale, I would like you to be charged in and rescue me on a high mountain there far away. Into an island where we’d say I do.

You leave me breathless and everything good in my life, and you just walked out of one of my dreams so beautiful you’re leaving me

And if our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page and the last chapter would be about; How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me, you’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me, you’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try, every day of my life

I will never regret you, still the memory of you will marks everything I do
I need no worry what I have done as nothing is broken, still the same like the last one
You will still be a part of everything I do, and you will be always there like a tattoo

I keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later I know that I will get of what I am asking for
No matter what you will say about life or love, the truth is a stranger where the soul is in danger

To admit that I was wrong and change my mind, Sorry;You don’t even know how very special you are

How Can I Not Love You

By JOY ENRIQUEZ


Cannot touch,Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on,
Must not sayWhat we no longer long

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we no longer long

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love youWhen you are gone


The awesome performance of Joy finally helps me to express and brought me closure of the emotions I have and feel which I could not explain in to words.

Honey, wherever you are now... I want you to know.... that the feeling is still there... the other part is still missing.... and I want my watermelon's back....if I still have the chance and time...

"The KING and I"

I am a kind of person who is learning of something by doing or sharing with others...As I believed it works out much better than to study it ...
When I was at college, I learned more my Major from songs and movies besides the books and tasks..including the cartoon ones. My Aussie friend told me once that I could improve myself and my Major more from those things. I do agree and I owe him 'a thank you';I wish I could still meet him which I don't know where is he now and how to find him.
One of the movie I like most till now is "The KING and I". Its made on 1956, a classical movie on my point of view. Simple and very touching on each moments from start till the end. I saw it twice, and the last one I saw the new version of its.


Mrs. Anna Leonowens and her son Louis arrive in Bangkok, where she has contracted to teach English to the children of the royal household. She threatens to leave when the house she had been promised is not available, but falls in love with the children. A new slave, a gift of a vassal king, translates "Uncle Tom's Cabin" into a Siamese ballet, expressing her unhappiness at being with the King. She attempts to escape with her lover. Anna and the King fall in love, but her British upbringing inhibits her from joining his harem. She is just about to leave Siam when she hears of the King's imminent death, and returns to help his son, her favorite pupil, rule his people.

That's about the plot they have of the movie about. I watched the movie and took it as a part of my life education about love and sharing of what I known. And this I wanna share with you as I hope you will have or learned something from my writing.It could be everything, loving to someone doesn't always meant to be marry or passion. As a human, we have to share the world, can't live in by our own moreover to stay alone...Impossible and selfish.

The movie tells me how a person with his/her differences of background and way of think also the social level they have...its just over a barrel of one word....LOVE...
And how they managed themselves in an adult way to show how much the love they have in between with the agony they have to struggle.

The day when I wrote this story down, I was struggling to something which getting domineer of myself, my life. Still I took it as a bless for me to be able to help and share with others about my experiences and my knowledge. I always try to look on each moments of my life in a positive way and grate it as a bless of HIM for me. Means that He still look after me...guided me,assists me..and love me in His own way to Tell's.

Me? I am so lucky...I could still see the dew drops on my rose's leaves in the morning in front of my house, breathing the fresh air and feel the warmth of someone who loves me without counting the days or time. Accepting and loving me with all his heart without demanding of anything..

Wherever you are now.. I know and you are always there holding the missing part of me carefully. Where I believed that time will give me the answer and chance to say it so ...


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