The autumn air is clear
The autumn moon is bright
Fallen leaves gather and scatter
The jackdaw perches and starts a new
We think of each other- when will we meet
This hour, this night, my feelings are hard
"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard,
but must be felt with the heart."
Life is kind of like the ocean,
You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends.
So lets just take things as they come to us,
And be happy we're best friends.
May we always be able to put a smile on each others face,
And a twinkle in our eyes.
And let us never forget all the good times,
Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies.
They make us stronger,
As they bring us closer together.
They always make our days brighter,
No matter the weather.
Hi Dew, the morning I saw you on my rose's leaves. It has been great of blessings I ever had to be able to see you and touch you.
Whom I asked to keep my part; I wish all the best for your season's of life no matter how will the weather be there, always know that I will be here for you.
Je t'aime mon cherie
May I choose?
"Hi Aunts, how are you all?"I greet them politely. They were three, I missed one...they should be four;where was he?and there he was..my hansome and cute uncle. Yes, they are four now in total....just arrived from State to have a family visit in Indonesia.
"What a 'princess' we have now, she is not a little girl anymore. Look at you, you are a mother, oh I miss that....you should tell me if you are no longer available" said one of my aunt whispered on me. "I was hoping to take you to State to be my daughter, guess I have to forget it now."
I just smile and introducing my husband to all of them. Do I miss them?Not really, as hardly for me to remember when was the last time I met them;maybe I was 5 or 4.
'So, Aunt, tell me what will going to be the mission this time, as I could see that all of you gathering for a vacation? Don't tell me that you were on vacation." I looked at one of my aunt. She was smiling and let my uncle answering my question.
"Well, firstly yes, its true we are here for a vacation; but special vacation." he said with misterious smile to my mother.
Thats the first meeting to my other part of big family we have after being separated 20 -30 years. The are staying in State and very succesful also busy doctors and nurse in a big hospital in CA. Thats why, I wonder how and why they could come in a time together on a special vacation they said? What it would be?
A Family Tree, I got the word from one of my aunts. What for? We have one already. In fact, its different with the one I got. The one they did this time bigger and out of my mind to think of. They were visiting some places in outside of Java and Bali after the meeting a few weeks ago and now they're back here to spend some more days with us before flying back to State.
"This is our new Family Tree, my dear. And you are written there with your husband's name also your son's (that time I had my first)."
This is the most important from the special vacation your uncle said few weeks ago".
"What is this Aunt? I don't get it, sorry" I said as confiused looking onto a big paper size on both hand I can't pull it out with many of small squares and names there.
Took me about 15 to 20 minutes to figure out and understood by nodded certain times on her explaination.Oh my God! Am I dreaming or this is a joke????
I don't know what to say, happy or sad??To be honest, I was stunned for a while till my husband clapped on me.
I just can't believed on what I have heard from her. She is the best nurse at the CA hospital, she must not kidding me for sure. But still, weird for me to get known of this thing. Actually I have heard a similar story from my mother since I was a child and when I was teenage, but I never listen as I was thinking she told me a fairy tale. And now, in front of me I could see and heard by myself from them about what I used to think as a fairy tale.
The history is back! Thats what they called me, as I got married to a guy whose brought me back to the line of the royal history. What a destiny. And when he heard that, he said that I should be proud of its as its true, not a fairy tale anymore.
I am the princess....of a huge kingdom used to be in one part of big island in Indonesia.Oh boy, I was laughed on myself; am I really a princess??
I thank God for putting me as a member of a big family and belong to a huge 'Royal Family Tree' with all the things I have got in. Regarding the Princess...., I will let time to tell and decide if I am the real Princess...on a fairy tale??? You bet!
"What a 'princess' we have now, she is not a little girl anymore. Look at you, you are a mother, oh I miss that....you should tell me if you are no longer available" said one of my aunt whispered on me. "I was hoping to take you to State to be my daughter, guess I have to forget it now."
I just smile and introducing my husband to all of them. Do I miss them?Not really, as hardly for me to remember when was the last time I met them;maybe I was 5 or 4.
'So, Aunt, tell me what will going to be the mission this time, as I could see that all of you gathering for a vacation? Don't tell me that you were on vacation." I looked at one of my aunt. She was smiling and let my uncle answering my question.
"Well, firstly yes, its true we are here for a vacation; but special vacation." he said with misterious smile to my mother.
Thats the first meeting to my other part of big family we have after being separated 20 -30 years. The are staying in State and very succesful also busy doctors and nurse in a big hospital in CA. Thats why, I wonder how and why they could come in a time together on a special vacation they said? What it would be?
A Family Tree, I got the word from one of my aunts. What for? We have one already. In fact, its different with the one I got. The one they did this time bigger and out of my mind to think of. They were visiting some places in outside of Java and Bali after the meeting a few weeks ago and now they're back here to spend some more days with us before flying back to State.
"This is our new Family Tree, my dear. And you are written there with your husband's name also your son's (that time I had my first)."
This is the most important from the special vacation your uncle said few weeks ago".
"What is this Aunt? I don't get it, sorry" I said as confiused looking onto a big paper size on both hand I can't pull it out with many of small squares and names there.
Took me about 15 to 20 minutes to figure out and understood by nodded certain times on her explaination.Oh my God! Am I dreaming or this is a joke????
I don't know what to say, happy or sad??To be honest, I was stunned for a while till my husband clapped on me.
I just can't believed on what I have heard from her. She is the best nurse at the CA hospital, she must not kidding me for sure. But still, weird for me to get known of this thing. Actually I have heard a similar story from my mother since I was a child and when I was teenage, but I never listen as I was thinking she told me a fairy tale. And now, in front of me I could see and heard by myself from them about what I used to think as a fairy tale.
The history is back! Thats what they called me, as I got married to a guy whose brought me back to the line of the royal history. What a destiny. And when he heard that, he said that I should be proud of its as its true, not a fairy tale anymore.
I am the princess....of a huge kingdom used to be in one part of big island in Indonesia.Oh boy, I was laughed on myself; am I really a princess??
I thank God for putting me as a member of a big family and belong to a huge 'Royal Family Tree' with all the things I have got in. Regarding the Princess...., I will let time to tell and decide if I am the real Princess...on a fairy tale??? You bet!
Sorry, I lie ...
You were sounding fine to me today, I was so glad to know it. And you start to tell me about your new place where you help them for the next two months.
Remember I ask you to re-consider regarding the offer?You are deserved as I know you are the best person who could handle it. The facilities is a nice way of them to show you how much you are appreciated; and they are right this time. You will have a bright future life on top of its, trust me.
That choice will be another story of your life which will give you a new way of a better life and learning process. Taking the chance means that you will have to move out. That is good for you and them. Staying close by to your hometown, easy to visit your lovely sisters there so they wont miss you anymore. And for the prince and princess; I am sure they would love it to move out as they will learn something new and fresh which is good for them. And they could stay close to the big family where they belong to.
About me???Well, I don't know still why did I ask you to do that?Maybe as I want you to be stronger than usual or maybe as I want you to be happy...
The night after that conversation, I was trying to figure out the answer.I failed with the tears, sorry honey...I lie to you..I am not strong and taugh....and I am selfish...I don't want you to move out there....and I know it is impossible for me to say and keep saying it. I know the situation and I am too stupid to let you know that I am just fine which I AM NOT.
Shall I explain this to you?Better not to, as it will be ruining everything.I don't want that happened. I will keep my dream and my hope for myself. I don't want you to worry about it. I thought I will be 'just fine' without you, and if you moved out it will be 'more than just fine'..
I hope if there is a chance to see you, I want to see you in a year or two...not now...
Remember I ask you to re-consider regarding the offer?You are deserved as I know you are the best person who could handle it. The facilities is a nice way of them to show you how much you are appreciated; and they are right this time. You will have a bright future life on top of its, trust me.
That choice will be another story of your life which will give you a new way of a better life and learning process. Taking the chance means that you will have to move out. That is good for you and them. Staying close by to your hometown, easy to visit your lovely sisters there so they wont miss you anymore. And for the prince and princess; I am sure they would love it to move out as they will learn something new and fresh which is good for them. And they could stay close to the big family where they belong to.
About me???Well, I don't know still why did I ask you to do that?Maybe as I want you to be stronger than usual or maybe as I want you to be happy...
The night after that conversation, I was trying to figure out the answer.I failed with the tears, sorry honey...I lie to you..I am not strong and taugh....and I am selfish...I don't want you to move out there....and I know it is impossible for me to say and keep saying it. I know the situation and I am too stupid to let you know that I am just fine which I AM NOT.
Shall I explain this to you?Better not to, as it will be ruining everything.I don't want that happened. I will keep my dream and my hope for myself. I don't want you to worry about it. I thought I will be 'just fine' without you, and if you moved out it will be 'more than just fine'..
I hope if there is a chance to see you, I want to see you in a year or two...not now...
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