I was up late one night thinking about you and the things I love and decided to write it down.But the pen seems do not want to write, just strays for the lines. I let it do,whatever it will be...till this page is covered with stars...
Wondering what is he thinking, hurts as I'm waiting. The feeling missing him everyday, what pain strikes me in every way?? and I just keep on thinking and believing;days and months had already passed. And nothing had changed as my heart still does.
For long and pain made tears flow like never ending rain.
I want to fly up there to touch you, but I miss my other wings as I fell down.
Each night I passed; I will wish upon a star, for my heart not to fail of who you are.
Why can't this fairytales happen? Why do we fall in love?And where the line drawn?
Longing of holding and touch you, wishing you wished for me, for the next time to see and kiss you;that will be along way away....
Pain,long and love collide to each passing day;strugles to every beat on closer the pain; Am I cursed to a forbidden love...???
I will wait here, of a sign that eventually will come and leave me never again.
How shall I really feel? As it stealed off me. The letters,short stories you dedicated to me,I love it. The news and activites you told me, I love it.
The way you support me, the way you listen to my problems and telling me that everything will be just fine,I love it.
How calm and wise you showed me and how you think that I'm strong too, I love it.
A way to call me just to know how was I going for the day, the nickname you call me, I just love it. That none will ever compare to me, I love it too.
The sweet dreams you told me, the new things you opened me up to, how shall I not love it?
As I can talk to you about any and everything and you love me with all of your heart, and I can be as I am with you.
Honey,if I continue this, it will be too long to read...and more pain can't be explained....
"till the angels close my eyes honey, can't imagine seeing life without you here..."*************************************************************************************
I have to admit at how deep this writing is. It involves lots of feelings and emotions. It show to the starts at how important they are. It hangs upon the clounds of the day, its flies beyond the blue sky, it sings an elegy song to the world. And this "till the angels close my eyes honey, can't imagine seeing life without you here..." is another blue song you've been singing in agony.
ReplyDeleteI would fall on my knees and confess that most of the time I m speechless.
Let the nights and days tell and write all the feelings and stories we have been through. Let all the roaring sea wave tell the story among themselves that this love I have is as deep, blue and unlimited as the ocean...
Can't stop thinking of you still..