I was sitting on my chair, looking from a distance for something I am not really sure I looked for. This time will take a bit longer than usually I do have; for some reasons and as I wanted to.
Every day I go to work, I will always take the same road; with the same speed and with almost the same crowd. I can even ride with my closing eyes perhaps; as I knew when I need to stop, to turn and to go straight on a big intersection I met.Those what my daily trip to go to work and back home. A routine part of my daily activities besides, wake up, go to the mirror, tied my hair up, having my shower then dress up.
Mostly now, YOU take my point of view, way of my thinking and coming as a slide show while I am alone. And strange for me...I did enjoy it. And even I could make up some imagination of its. Wondering that it could be happened, or even worst than what will happenned. I laughed myself when it comes to that end; funny? Well, I guess it is not funny at all...as I am playing the real fire now...not as a fix layer on screen of a movie. This one is for real..or if I may say..almost real...So, I laughed on my silly imagination, eventough I enjoyed.
Where I learn many things and explore a new thing of my life story that I will not regret to know such a person like YOU.
And to be honest, it took over my control of myself. Me; myself still figure out at how deep it get into my life, and Do I really meant on it? Do I brave enough to face it when it comes? Would I be dare enough to shake or even to touch?
No.., no..,no.........I will DO IT...trust me!!!...As ITS ME...and it related to US....
T, that last sentences you wrote is very straight-forwared. Will you be that brave? You will probably be, but what about me? Will I be that bold to come and show myself to you? Sometimes I tend to hide myself in the shell, just like turtles do. Will I be that brave to face you? It is relating and about us, then I have no choice.
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