i listen to low tide
hoping to hear your breath
but its softens drowns
in the warning cry of a starboar buoy
learching on the bars of waves
strecheted across the sound
it breaks damp white hem
pillowed by the rocks
echoes the whisper of my voice
saying your name....
It refreshed again today, the writing I made months ago...wonder how could that be?
and lead me to add more...
if there could be a fog or mist
it could be night or I'll be darkly dressed
by a falling leaves, merged of restless shadow
...to gone..
A space for hollow
owned walls swallowed up
with an ashen song to sing
in deafness
it all at sea,cold and clearly to see
thorugh rise and tides
deep as the depth of forever
....ditto.....
AM BLESSED.....
Blessed; the word I will use to describe how am I now. Nothing compare its, He made me till this way, through the family and life I passed.
I was born in a huge family member in our tradition. My ancient has long lists of names, so does my Dad and Mom. Was a struggling way to get the lists mentioned from Dad; as matter the daughter who asked for. A bit strange admitted, as usual the sons who will curious to know about. I get used to know that sometimes I feel masculin is taking more part of myself, yet I feel the feminine still covering in.
Banyan tree; the first icon appeared suddenly. It has so many tendrils and branches of leaves with so many spiralling down. It is a huge and great tree as it is not only covered the surrounded area from sun or rain, but also a wisdom of earth I may say to have it. My family tree could be like it, more or less still in figure out.
No wonder I have the male gen on mine lots as along the lists I followed, a few member of female existed; not more than 5! What a male dominan on here.
The way I know how the ancients and till the step I am standing now; I have to say (again)...am Blessed! With the diversity, coarses of differences of lifestyle and faith, priceless to know how unique of family I came from.
The great ancient of my mom was a huge kingdom which make me as a 'hidden princess' and the one from Dad was a long lists of heroic and dogmatism with a typical stubborn style. Guess I know where did I got mine now.
My dream to have this 'tree' to be one of the treasures of my life which I could turn it over to the next generations. Never wrong to know the past in order to fix the mistakes made or improve more for the next living. Many things I learnt from the beginning I knew as the 'hidden princess' till the stoic I got now.
Thank to you whom taught me how to dream and hug them to make it happened...Unexpected and beautifully life YOU touched on me now.....
I was born in a huge family member in our tradition. My ancient has long lists of names, so does my Dad and Mom. Was a struggling way to get the lists mentioned from Dad; as matter the daughter who asked for. A bit strange admitted, as usual the sons who will curious to know about. I get used to know that sometimes I feel masculin is taking more part of myself, yet I feel the feminine still covering in.
Banyan tree; the first icon appeared suddenly. It has so many tendrils and branches of leaves with so many spiralling down. It is a huge and great tree as it is not only covered the surrounded area from sun or rain, but also a wisdom of earth I may say to have it. My family tree could be like it, more or less still in figure out.
No wonder I have the male gen on mine lots as along the lists I followed, a few member of female existed; not more than 5! What a male dominan on here.
The way I know how the ancients and till the step I am standing now; I have to say (again)...am Blessed! With the diversity, coarses of differences of lifestyle and faith, priceless to know how unique of family I came from.
The great ancient of my mom was a huge kingdom which make me as a 'hidden princess' and the one from Dad was a long lists of heroic and dogmatism with a typical stubborn style. Guess I know where did I got mine now.
My dream to have this 'tree' to be one of the treasures of my life which I could turn it over to the next generations. Never wrong to know the past in order to fix the mistakes made or improve more for the next living. Many things I learnt from the beginning I knew as the 'hidden princess' till the stoic I got now.
Thank to you whom taught me how to dream and hug them to make it happened...Unexpected and beautifully life YOU touched on me now.....
My Opinion
“Don’t walk in front of me, I might not follow well”
“Don’t walk behind me; as I may not lead”
“Walk beside me, and just be my friend”
A friendship is one of the main things that make life worthwhile. When you have a friend to confide in, suffering will more bearable and fun or pleasure would be more intense. Everything is much better when you have friend to share with.
And don’t deny that we are expecting for a friendship to make us feel better, good in a way of all the life time; yet we forget to know that it could invites complication. Whereas one has to balance of the feeling of affection felt for another against the hardship to your life.
What is a true friend is? If I may copy one of the result made from scientists; it will need “fun factor” to make it never last. Fun is a difficult word to define, yet we will know when we are having it.
A difficult thing to predict, still some friends whom we have with in almost every time we can get together.
What is the real and fake friend? You will never know till you find it out by yourself.
A true friend will say of what they thinks even it will make their friend upset to hear, and a true friend doesn’t leave just because afraid to be with or even true friend recognizes the value of their friendship and holds it sacred. Life could be very complicated and if you have a wise friend, he/she will able to give you a little but truly a valuable asset of point of view. When you do have it, treasure them for they can be guiding you through the rough waters.
And forever is very long time as we can’t talk for something we don’t even knows how to wrap something inside of our mind. For sometimes we feel we have a friend whose souls are quietly closed connected, for above the time and space. For wherever we have our lives we will always remain to it. That’s I called forever.
God is truly the best friend, none like HIM. None loves like He does, none cares like He; with all the patient and true, He waits with an open arms.
“Don’t walk behind me; as I may not lead”
“Walk beside me, and just be my friend”
A friendship is one of the main things that make life worthwhile. When you have a friend to confide in, suffering will more bearable and fun or pleasure would be more intense. Everything is much better when you have friend to share with.
And don’t deny that we are expecting for a friendship to make us feel better, good in a way of all the life time; yet we forget to know that it could invites complication. Whereas one has to balance of the feeling of affection felt for another against the hardship to your life.
What is a true friend is? If I may copy one of the result made from scientists; it will need “fun factor” to make it never last. Fun is a difficult word to define, yet we will know when we are having it.
A difficult thing to predict, still some friends whom we have with in almost every time we can get together.
What is the real and fake friend? You will never know till you find it out by yourself.
A true friend will say of what they thinks even it will make their friend upset to hear, and a true friend doesn’t leave just because afraid to be with or even true friend recognizes the value of their friendship and holds it sacred. Life could be very complicated and if you have a wise friend, he/she will able to give you a little but truly a valuable asset of point of view. When you do have it, treasure them for they can be guiding you through the rough waters.
And forever is very long time as we can’t talk for something we don’t even knows how to wrap something inside of our mind. For sometimes we feel we have a friend whose souls are quietly closed connected, for above the time and space. For wherever we have our lives we will always remain to it. That’s I called forever.
God is truly the best friend, none like HIM. None loves like He does, none cares like He; with all the patient and true, He waits with an open arms.
My Fairy Tale
Dew,
I never planned to be this far. I never expected to get involved this deep, and I never have an idea at all to be able to had you.
As a human being I would do my best to be look good and nice for my life, yet I can't ignore that my feeling will took me over sometimes.
My life was really tough in word of its meant. I was built for and I am ready for the most hard ones even sometimes I am too naive to admit it myself. I am proud to be myself, with all the things on me. Including of what I have deal with it through of my life journey. I sad and happy, none will realize which one is my real identity as I can hide it well. And I get used for it years already
Like a fairy tale, that why this place built for;
as once upon a time something happened on me,it was the sweetest thing that it could ever be..
a fantasy of a dream come true, was the day when I found you.
Person who made me smile with no reason, and whom I can't hide myself.
Like the morning Dew, I appreciated and feel the grace of each breathe I could have now.
I just could be myself during the time, the moment that unforgettable and the distance failed to stop it. I even cried couple of times too...like now.
We had a fun times, tricky ways to say, and tears.
It is a fairy tale I had, and even it was only a tale to tell
I never get bored to remember it or even to write it down on my diary like the way I tell you now. It has changed my life, my everything..in a good way....
It has scratched me nicely .... like the marble.....
Thank you for coming to my life, and thank you for making me this feel...
I bend down to say with all my heart.....
My gratitude for you....
I never planned to be this far. I never expected to get involved this deep, and I never have an idea at all to be able to had you.
As a human being I would do my best to be look good and nice for my life, yet I can't ignore that my feeling will took me over sometimes.
My life was really tough in word of its meant. I was built for and I am ready for the most hard ones even sometimes I am too naive to admit it myself. I am proud to be myself, with all the things on me. Including of what I have deal with it through of my life journey. I sad and happy, none will realize which one is my real identity as I can hide it well. And I get used for it years already
Like a fairy tale, that why this place built for;
as once upon a time something happened on me,it was the sweetest thing that it could ever be..
a fantasy of a dream come true, was the day when I found you.
Person who made me smile with no reason, and whom I can't hide myself.
Like the morning Dew, I appreciated and feel the grace of each breathe I could have now.
I just could be myself during the time, the moment that unforgettable and the distance failed to stop it. I even cried couple of times too...like now.
We had a fun times, tricky ways to say, and tears.
It is a fairy tale I had, and even it was only a tale to tell
I never get bored to remember it or even to write it down on my diary like the way I tell you now. It has changed my life, my everything..in a good way....
It has scratched me nicely .... like the marble.....
Thank you for coming to my life, and thank you for making me this feel...
I bend down to say with all my heart.....
My gratitude for you....
Still the one
I know how you feel now, as I feel the same.
I have no meant to break any of your trust
Please know that I would never regret to meet you, or feel sorry to be with...
Still fresh on my mind, picturing you walked from point to point, standing there; talked with the voice I missed most...while having the cup on your hand...
Still shivering me the way I had you, I could still feel it ..the warmth, the smell, the closeness...I will never forget that, I kept it as my sweet fate and secret for my life...ever.
I begged HIS mercy for me...to mistake I did...for getting involved and loving you.....
I asked HIS mercy for taking you care always well out there...
No matter what you are going to say....or others will say....I do believe myself to keep it still on....of my dreams and my trust of you.
I know impossible to have you in the moment, but I believe I have you as part of my heart.
Enough for me to love you till the end...
none will know the misery I have, if only I could turned the clock back.....
I have no meant to break any of your trust
Please know that I would never regret to meet you, or feel sorry to be with...
Still fresh on my mind, picturing you walked from point to point, standing there; talked with the voice I missed most...while having the cup on your hand...
Still shivering me the way I had you, I could still feel it ..the warmth, the smell, the closeness...I will never forget that, I kept it as my sweet fate and secret for my life...ever.
I begged HIS mercy for me...to mistake I did...for getting involved and loving you.....
I asked HIS mercy for taking you care always well out there...
No matter what you are going to say....or others will say....I do believe myself to keep it still on....of my dreams and my trust of you.
I know impossible to have you in the moment, but I believe I have you as part of my heart.
Enough for me to love you till the end...
none will know the misery I have, if only I could turned the clock back.....
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