AM BLESSED.....

Blessed; the word I will use to describe how am I now. Nothing compare its, He made me till this way, through the family and life I passed.

I was born in a huge family member in our tradition. My ancient has long lists of names, so does my Dad and Mom. Was a struggling way to get the lists mentioned from Dad; as matter the daughter who asked for. A bit strange admitted, as usual the sons who will curious to know about. I get used to know that sometimes I feel masculin is taking more part of myself, yet I feel the feminine still covering in.

Banyan tree; the first icon appeared suddenly. It has so many tendrils and branches of leaves with so many spiralling down. It is a huge and great tree as it is not only covered the surrounded area from sun or rain, but also a wisdom of earth I may say to have it. My family tree could be like it, more or less still in figure out.
No wonder I have the male gen on mine lots as along the lists I followed, a few member of female existed; not more than 5! What a male dominan on here.

The way I know how the ancients and till the step I am standing now; I have to say (again)...am Blessed! With the diversity, coarses of differences of lifestyle and faith, priceless to know how unique of family I came from.
The great ancient of my mom was a huge kingdom which make me as a 'hidden princess' and the one from Dad was a long lists of heroic and dogmatism with a typical stubborn style. Guess I know where did I got mine now.

My dream to have this 'tree' to be one of the treasures of my life which I could turn it over to the next generations. Never wrong to know the past in order to fix the mistakes made or improve more for the next living. Many things I learnt from the beginning I knew as the 'hidden princess' till the stoic I got now.

Thank to you whom taught me how to dream and hug them to make it happened...Unexpected and beautifully life YOU touched on me now.....