I have no name for this too...

It does still the same, the clock ticks
the door bell rings, the same guest coming again
but the violance surrounding, with silence greeting
the picture greets fine and looks good,
for me to see none to shy

the morning to wake up, with a red blink and sore
sounded the sun forgot to sing the song
a risk taken to ask frankly
for the untold of a truth, unspoken word..

It is not for owing, as it equally the same
for a rose could be, to a grave would be
simply for...
a smile and to aloof

I have no name for this...(1)

Today I feel so blue that I could have no mood to meet or talk to people. I just want to sit and be quiet, all alone. I don't want to asnwer questions, greeting and even seeing people face.

The feeling I have on was made me so pathetic and sad. Yes, it bleeding till shed tears. I don't know how to describe it; sad..or blue...I see no different now. Pain or hurt, for me they are just the same. Down or cornered; all the words can't really say so.
The work was okay, the family were fine, the community is just fine. But why I feel that I am alone now, none to talk to. I was left empty, scattered and bleed.
Not even the best pale of me known or you.

The tears dried and gone
walk above there with the smirk
if the world could feel what am I
would it know how I feel
be loved and feared to lost that could be bared

power uncontrolled scared of
to shout and cry for knowing
to swallow all anger
that lies beneath me,
Stood on the porch
I realized....
how I haven't reach the greatest world challenge,
yet its a perfect fo darkness..

thine of pieces

Friendship is not easily described. One has different opinion to another. One says best friend, close friend, intimate friend or might a beloved friend. We just get trapped on adding the simple adjectives. How ever, a few can deny that friends are special people. Can't easily pick up from family, it has chance and reflects us to the choice of our life.

I believe on myself, and have all my own.
I must got it alone now, cause I'm the good thing.
Words will hold no meaning for whom ignored and don't care.
Don't try even to change yourself, nor your feeling of its..
As It was burned and mended hardly, for the wonderfully could be.

Things on my life

Every single thing happened in this life is never for nothing. It does meant for a reason. The statement I read is right, absolutely.

My life will never be so colourful till I met you. It has bright, blue, and grey lines. Furthermore, it does influence on every small things surrounded.
If I may write in a lyric; it will say something wonderfully bless, or if I may put onto a poem; it tells you how beautiful life is with all the risks. It brimless and shapeless with no demand required.

Heart shattered and hope to whisphered in distance, where thine soul lost. Prays on days for tenderness nights for passing of the blunder made.
Sadness come to end of dissipated dream, for a conquered hate.
Do not change what you feel and had, better not to...let it sprouting than to shrinked.

I am not a good writer nor poetry; I know less to nothing about art/literary. One thing I know for sure is to be thankful dan be blessed.

To Start

" Happy New Year "
..new for the month begun, that's the only thing new..the rest are still the same, the date will be the same date we will see next month, the day will alwasy be continued like that, the clock still ticks ...from all of those...we have to admit that the time is getting shorter and flies faster.
Soon we will never believe reaching the end of this year again..and again for the next..if the chance still there.

I start the day with new book, white and empty. I closed the one last and realized how well it goes by. This one is quite thick one now, as I believe will be many items to add and wrote it down.

I have a good things to start with now...