I have no name for this...(1)

Today I feel so blue that I could have no mood to meet or talk to people. I just want to sit and be quiet, all alone. I don't want to asnwer questions, greeting and even seeing people face.

The feeling I have on was made me so pathetic and sad. Yes, it bleeding till shed tears. I don't know how to describe it; sad..or blue...I see no different now. Pain or hurt, for me they are just the same. Down or cornered; all the words can't really say so.
The work was okay, the family were fine, the community is just fine. But why I feel that I am alone now, none to talk to. I was left empty, scattered and bleed.
Not even the best pale of me known or you.

The tears dried and gone
walk above there with the smirk
if the world could feel what am I
would it know how I feel
be loved and feared to lost that could be bared

power uncontrolled scared of
to shout and cry for knowing
to swallow all anger
that lies beneath me,
Stood on the porch
I realized....
how I haven't reach the greatest world challenge,
yet its a perfect fo darkness..

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