Seeing the road down from my room window; what am i doing here? I can feel the pain scratched and sorrow covering me to. Miles I took ....
Dear ...., whom am not allowed and deserved to call either to ask. Me; the one fully of darkness and far to get from perfectness for YOU. I know; it's not about me...but more than what am I worth onto? What could I give to....and how it would be....
I have been lost, and I know that I need to turn back from it begun. Yet, my feet can't be moved easily; I need and have the resposibilties under and beside me. My words to keep and be with them. Yet, I do keep that I would be able to bring them back with me....where I belong to. .It's hard to tell about what I have inside.
The blue I have at the moment is more difficult to described....then the last time I got. This one carried to nights I have had, appeared in my spare time, stifling my days. The first time I knew it, effortless me;stared me out for seconds. Blank to think either to say, only sigh to believe it 's untrue. Can't be!
Am I wrong doing these things? Will people hate me for this? Did I choose wrong time?
Those are appearing still on my head back to the day...I found it out. I wish I could tell or cry....but I can't. It just can't! I wont let him down. I am strong....if I could.
One thing I always do on my pray to YOU;....please...if may I ask....do make me strong...for walking to this choosen road to YOU. I took it as one of my blessings..
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