Damn JOY

It's been long enough for me to write (again)...for the long I have had.

I was doing my tasks when the station turned to JOY ENRIQUEZ; a nice song of a beautiful movie I like most. It took me for a second then it covered me with agony.
The same agony that stay still to unlimited time to realized.

Hhhuhhhhh.....what shall I do now? What do I tell my heart? I don't even know what I've been thinking and feel right now. I don't want to scream out nor to tear down...nope; I do promise myself not to do that (again).
...gosh, why it does not want to go out even for a while? Just like stick with a super glue on a skull....damn; it hurts but it keeps me alive.

That can be miracle when you believe, who knows what's miracle
When you believe somehow you have to keep for a miracle you will see,
Don't sad for something you can't achieved, it was just postponed
To some wonderful succeeded coming to

the words doesn't work to easy me standing up to my feet, if I may say....but it does make more grey line on the paper....on my story.

I wish I could ask the star not too far away so I can reach and light the earth up...to cheer up the small empty room..where covered by the darkness; looking for the shadow for its mirror.......

...damn...I could feel my eyes watery.........now......

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