Don't know what to say now
don't know where to start
I don't know how to handle
a complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
but I just have to say
before you throw it all away

Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain

Don't know what you're thinking,
to me it seems quite tough
to hold a conversation
when words are not enough
so this is your decision
and there's nothing I can do

When a girl,,,.......

When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds, she is not
at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ', she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ', no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses
your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

Arrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Kalau boleh teriak......aku mau teriak sekencang-kencangya dan sekeras mungkin.........arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hari yang menyebalkan, semuanya menyebalkan.........

Kok bisa ada hari yang membuat aku betul-betul seperti gunung yang meledak!!!

Kenapa gunung itu jauh?????????????????kenapa salju itu dingin?????????????????
Kenapa??????????????????????semuanya membingungkan aku................

To GOD I cry.........

Aku terbang ke sekelompok awan biru yang bergumpalan diujung kaki langit,
dingin dan beku..itu yang kurasakan. Terasa kepakan sayap ku yang tak terlampau mahir demi menghindari dan mengimbangi desakan angin dan rintik hujan. Sesampainya dengan sulitpun aku tetap terpesona dengan indahnya biru laut seakan mengajakku untuk datang menyelami jiwanya, pucuk tebing sebagai landasannya.

Gosh, you will never know how grateful myself to be am I now.
As you given all the best for me to see, to feel, to experience, to touch and ..to keep...not to miss and not to worry too much..as you have taken good care of 'myself'.

The scars, the love, the pain and the sweetest moments I ever had....it wont be happened without U and it will be stay firmly to the end U ask me to leave.
God;You are too sweet to be kept by myself......and am too small for a tiny dust to even know about You...easy to spell and to fly....with nowhere to run...

I miss U.....to hold and to grab...also to swap my tears.....

Sampai ke Ujung Dunia

Cinta ini menggelisahkan aku
Membuat aku gila
Andai kita terpisah
Mati rasa-rasaku

Cinta ini membodohkan aku
Menutup akal sehatku
Andai engkau tak disisi
Risau isi jiwaku

Selama kau belum jadi milikku yang utuh
Aku akan selalu milikimu
Selama bumi masih akan terus berputar
Aku akan slalu menujumu
Walau ke ujung dunia

"She's Out Of My Life" by Josh Groban

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that It stands
She's out of my hands

So I've learned that love's Not Possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned Indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep Inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life



wish I can have a good video of its...so beautiful song..