It's been a while...quite a while since the last dot I put on.
I was so mad when I saw the papers and standing pens I got.
I buried myself to it, tried to get out from the madness and ....
now I just cant help myself not to do it.
Gosh, what shall I do to myself now?
The burden shall be shared..but where...whose...
the right ones...hardly to reach out more ...
put me in confusion, deeply regret to me...
I wish I can scream....brake the wave with my voice...then echo to the blue down the sea...for the mermaid singing on me....with all my agony.....
The Eve....(1)
Never thought it will appear on my mind...the two words.....whereas I put a distance to think, to see or even to remember....RUDE!!..that's what people said to me. Am I???
The deepest ones says...YES...it's Rude and forbidden..OMG!
I miss a lot,..yes...but I guess my ego had on me too much...and I know that's very unwise.
I struggled for the last week of the year; just to try to think clearer and wiser of what shall I do next....
Don't look back...left everything behind..let's start a new page now.
I took a really deep down breath...to realize and stay conscious to get ready for this.
Honestly to admit, it is not an easy thing to do nor to decide. And hate to say that it has still put me on a big worse situation ever.
I have to eat my ego for its....and I must.
I pray time to time for able to be hold on and stick on my feet...I got to.
I luv him for being there to support me, be patient on type of me..hehehe...as always..he is very wise to handle this.
Slow down ma, no rush..you have to control your emotion...forgetting the past doesn't mean that you don't learn from its...still. (I like each time he said so..)
The deepest ones says...YES...it's Rude and forbidden..OMG!
I miss a lot,..yes...but I guess my ego had on me too much...and I know that's very unwise.
I struggled for the last week of the year; just to try to think clearer and wiser of what shall I do next....
Don't look back...left everything behind..let's start a new page now.
I took a really deep down breath...to realize and stay conscious to get ready for this.
Honestly to admit, it is not an easy thing to do nor to decide. And hate to say that it has still put me on a big worse situation ever.
I have to eat my ego for its....and I must.
I pray time to time for able to be hold on and stick on my feet...I got to.
I luv him for being there to support me, be patient on type of me..hehehe...as always..he is very wise to handle this.
Slow down ma, no rush..you have to control your emotion...forgetting the past doesn't mean that you don't learn from its...still. (I like each time he said so..)
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