Never thought it will appear on my mind...the two words.....whereas I put a distance to think, to see or even to remember....RUDE!!..that's what people said to me. Am I???
The deepest ones says...YES...it's Rude and forbidden..OMG!
I miss a lot,..yes...but I guess my ego had on me too much...and I know that's very unwise.
I struggled for the last week of the year; just to try to think clearer and wiser of what shall I do next....
Don't look back...left everything behind..let's start a new page now.
I took a really deep down breath...to realize and stay conscious to get ready for this.
Honestly to admit, it is not an easy thing to do nor to decide. And hate to say that it has still put me on a big worse situation ever.
I have to eat my ego for its....and I must.
I pray time to time for able to be hold on and stick on my feet...I got to.
I luv him for being there to support me, be patient on type of me..hehehe...as always..he is very wise to handle this.
Slow down ma, no rush..you have to control your emotion...forgetting the past doesn't mean that you don't learn from its...still. (I like each time he said so..)
